back from an enjoyable holiday! not anywhere overseas but at seaview resort located near changi village. it is damn nice you know~ =D

On the 2nd day, our chef raymond made us delicious foodies.. =)

and look yum yum ~

and off they went to play soccer.. IN THE DARK DARK SKY

Happy 21st Birthday to Denny Ho Chung Loong!!!

I played a prank on him to give him a fake Burberry Tee and indeed he was awestrucked. YEAH~

Washing plates on his own accord & still dare show people grumpy face~

To sum up...

This is what have been doing for like... everyday? haha

any idea how many air cons are there in an unit?

No, not 1.

No, not 2.

3? No!

It is SIX!! and 3 in first storey. haha

How I always thought home is a place where I will get warmth and all troubles
will just dissolve when I'm home.

How I always wanted to come home and feel safe in here.

but... I no longer feel this way anymore. I really hate it when I have to trouble for money, now even for my education, I have to pay for myself. All I want now is get money rolling in my pockets, by all means. I hate coming home everyday and listen to my dad's groaning and I hate to hear about money issues the most. Like whatthehell! I don't come home everday asking for money, like so many things I'm already paying for myself and now I need to pay for my Microsoft course. I'm only getting like S$10.00 for 5 days a week, S$52.00 bus concession for a month and I am expected to pay like my handphone bill, personal expenses, and my daily meals (when was the last time I dine at home?). Like please tell me where can I get like S$108.00 for that course. I have no choice but to use my savings so I guess I'll just keep using till it becomes zero, like real soon.

I am really glad I can be away like 3 nights starting from tmr, I am just looking forward to it. =D

dislike home this very moment

Money is so important at this stage of my life. I seriously need fortune now.

I NEED MONEY FOR THAT BIG EVENT!

birthday gift

dislike. hatred. disgusted. jealous. NO! Definitely, no jealous and not even envy! I don't know what is the feeling but it is just bothering me. I know I should have long left everything behind and just live happily ever after.

I'm keeping all these fake faces of them in my heart not telling anyone. How I always wish I could tell my lao pos to stay a distance from them. I know what they are like undercover and I wish I could disclose them, or rather her. I really don't know what is wrong with her. Is the hurt I brought or just her best friend, jennifer's idea. She does look like a slut to everyone. Even my partner is telling me how disgusting she can be. like gosh...

I seriously hate 2 people; yes they are a match! I won't give a damn on how much they bad-mouthed me to anyone or everyone because they are just exaggerating or even not telling the truth at all. Just recall how much lies she told me. I really wonder all the time, did she decive him too? How scary can one turned out to be.

All I want to clarify is HER! HER! HER! HER!. She is the one who revealed secrets to her 'so close friends' or maybe she did it on purpose.

She lied! And do you know?

underlying truths

so accurate la...


YOUR SIGN - THE EARTH SNAKE

Today's Horoscope (February 19, 2009)
Zodiac Details by Suzanne White. Horoscopes by Master Rao.

You'll live an extremely difficult day, everything will seem to be conspiring against you; summon up your courage. At work, you must prove to be more efficient and more rapid. You'll be vulnerable to biliary and hepatic disorders; reduce your consumption of animal fats, eat artichokes and cabbages. Relationships in couple life will be favored.


I really had a difficult day today. =(

To hell with the sellers!

birthday gift

you are a blockhead. to actually keep looking at all the texts i sent.

my only motive was to make you come find me and maybe things can change...

like the first time you get close to me, like the second time you tried to get me back. i bet that's the sweetest all these while.

finally...

S$440

i don't like the way we are.

you became so scary when you're angry. how many times i wished that i could be the one to comfort you and stay by you when you're feeling troubled. however, it always turns out fighting between us. am i not good enough or is it just that we can't be the one for each other?

seeing how you hurt your hand just now, does not make me hurt for you. I don't know why I can be so calm. I don't know why you wanna do it. I am sorry if I am not good to you after all these times.

i am always the one to give up and escape because i doubt we can be happy again.

S$440 + 21st Gift + The Ring